Cinta?

Menatap matamu

Melihat senyummu

Berdua denganmu

Bahagia kurasa

Bicara denganmu

Tertawa bersamamu

Jalani hari denganmu

Bahagia kurasa

Semua yang kita lewati

Mungkin takkan berarti untukmu

Tapi hatiku takkan bisa berdusta

Aku ingin kau terus bersamaku

Ku tak tau

Apa yang sedang kurasa

Haruskah aku menyebutnya Cinta?

Mungkinkah ini Cinta?

by: Phelina

Sepi

Sepi.. Sepi..

tiap malam yang kurasa hanya sepi

tak seorang pun dapat mengerti

kau pun takkan mampu melihat

apa yang kumau saat ini

Sejak dia pergi

hanya kau yang selalu di sini

mengisi hari-hariku dengan tawa

hingga aku mampu melupakannya

Namun apa yang kuharapkan

mungkin tak sama dengan apa yang kau rasa

namun aku kan tetap di sini

mengharapkan yang mungkin takkan terjadi..

by: Phelina

You Belong with Me_Taylor Swift

You're on the phone with your girlfriend
She's upset, she's going off about something that you said
Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do..

I'm in a room, it's a typical Tuesday night
I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like
And she'll never know your story like I do..

But she wears short skirts, I wear t-shirts
She's cheer captain and I'm on a bleachers
Dreaming 'bout the day when you wake up
And find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see you belong with me?
You belong me..

Walk in a streets with you and your worn-out jeans
I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be
Walking on a park bench, thinking to my self, "hey isn't this easy?"

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole time
I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down
You say you're fine, I know you better than that
Hey, what you doing with a girl like that?

She wears high heels, I wear sneakers
She's cheer captain and I'm on a bleachers
Dreaming 'bout the day when you wake up
And find that what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you
Been here all along, so why can't you see you belong with me?
Standing by and waiting at your back door all this time
How could you not know, Baby, you belong with me?
You belong with me..

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night
I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry
I know your favorite song and you tell me 'bout your dreams
Think I know where you belong, think I know it's wih me..

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?
Been here along, so why can't you see you belong with me?
Standing by and waiting at your back door all this time
How could you not know, Baby, you belong with me?
You belong with me..

You belong with me
Have you ever thought just maybe you belong with me?
You belong with me..

SHOCK!

shock..
shock..
shock!!

shock banget setelah mengetahui dosen yang akan mengajar saya di semester mendatang..
ilustrasi: pak Ket*t
DKV dan tipografi: pak Y*dh*!!

sekali lagi,, Y*dh*!!!
prett banget! mau jadi apa nilai gw??
kalo si ket*t sih gapapa, walaupun ga pernah nongol di dpn kls, tapi nilainya ajib2, bisa buat nambah2 IP. lah klo di Y*dh*??
Tipo saya semester lalu dengan dosen si Y*dh* itu dapat C kurus, sodara2...
dan saya hanya bisa nrimo karena nilai2 tugas ga pernah dibagiin, ga pernah tau nilai2 saya berapa aja, jd klopun salah, ga bisa protes..
dia itu banyak maunya, byk tugasnya.. tiap pertemuan ada tgs dan hrs kumpul mgg dpn. kriteria nya tinggi. aku tak sanggup menggapainya..
ya,Tuhan, udah bagus2 DKV saya semester lalu naik drastis drpd semester sebelumnya krn dpt dosen yg asyik.
lah sekarang knp dapet si Y*dh* itu?????
mau jadi apa DKV saya?? bisa2 lebih buruk drpd 2 semester lalu..

ya, Tuhan, saya hanya bisa meminta bantuan dan kekuatan agar bisa mendapat nilai bagus dan bisa memperbaiki IP saya. IP saya semester ini sudah turun, saya tak mau lebih turun lagi.
saya berjanji akan lebih giat dan apik dalam mengerjakan tugas, saya mohon Tuhan berkenan membantu saya..
saya takut..
saya ingin lulus dengan IP memuaskan..
saya tidak ingin ada matkul yang ga lulus..
tolong saya..

amin
:)

it hurts..

it hurts to be like me..

it hurts if u are a bad-looking girl..

it hurts when u know most of men look a girl from the outside..

it hurts when u know ur beloved has the same way..

it hurts when u know he love a girl who's so beautiful than u..

it hurts..

when u know love is too hard to be reached if u're a bad looking girl..

but..

there's one thing u should know..

if love comes to u one day,

u could call it TRUE LOVE..

:)

Fifteen_Taylor Swift

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors

It’s the morning of your very first day

You say “Hi” to your friends you ain’t seen in a while

Try and stay out of everybody’s way

It’s your freshman year and you’re gonna be here

For the next four years in this town

Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say

“You know I haven’t seen you around, before”

’cause when you’re fifteen and somebody tells you they love you

You’re gonna believe them

And when you’re fifteen

Feeling like there’s nothing to figure out

Well count to ten, take it in

This is life before you know who you’re gonna be

Fifteen

You sit in class next to a redhead named Abigail

And soon enough you’re best friends

Laughing at the other girls who think they’re so cool

We’ll be out of here as soon as we can

And then you’re on your very first date and he’s got a car

And you’re feeling like flying

And you’re mommas waiting up and you think he’s the one

And you’re dancing round your room when the night ends

When the night ends

’cause when you’re fifteen and somebody tells you they love you

You’re gonna believe them

When you’re fifteen and your first kiss

Makes your head spin round but

In your life you’ll do things greater than dating the boy of the football team

But I didn’t know it at fifteen

When all you wanted was to be wanted

Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna marry him someday

But I realized some bigger dreams of mine

And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy

Who changed his mind and we both cried

’cause when you’re fifteen and somebody tells you they love you

You’re gonna believe them

And when you’re fifteen, don’t forget to look before you fall

I’ve found that time can heal most anything

And you just might find who you’re supposed to be

I didn’t know who I was supposed to be at fifteen

La la la la la .. la la la la la .. La la la la la

Your very first day

Take a deep breath girl

Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors

Kurasa

kadang aku merasa..

mengapa kau bisa mendapatkan kebahagiaan itu?

bukankah kau yang menyakitiku?

bukankah seharusnya aku yang bahagia

dan kau yang meratapi kebodohanmu meninggalkanku?

lalu mengapa justru ini yang terjadi?

dengan bodohnya aku masih merasa sedih melihatmu bahagia dengannya.

kapankah aku bisa sepertimu?

ah bodoh banget gw ini..

kenapa juga gw masih kayak gini?

kenapa gw gak bisa lari dari bayangan lo?

apa sih istimewanya lo sampe2 gw masih inget sama lo?

apa sih salah gw sampe2 lo bisa ngelupain kenangan kita gitu aja?

ya, Tuhan... T.T